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[05 Apr 2007|12:42pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

The trouble with love is .

[28 Mar 2007|12:05am]
[ mood | depressed ]

im broken more than i have ever been in my entire life...and i honestly dont know where to go from here

2 Made your heart believe a lie The trouble with love is .

[04 Mar 2007|10:34pm]
[ mood | numb ]

She's not like that now. She knows better . She knows now that people lie , and promises can be broken as quick as they are made . She understands that she might never be loved , and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them . She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for awhile, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy , but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best . You can't always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, don't think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out to soon, that in the end, you are your own best friend . Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not , its gonna hurt like hell . But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge . You don't know what it is and when it happens, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words 'Life' and 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But don't try and change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you . And that happens because that's the way it supposed to be . But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner .

The trouble with love is .

only time will tell... [04 Feb 2007|10:28am]
[ mood | worried ]

if this will be my greatest decision or worst mistake

1 Made your heart believe a lie The trouble with love is .

happy new years [01 Jan 2007|01:14am]
[ mood | optimistic ]

i dont know about everyone else but i am so glad 2006 is over...yay for 2007

real update sooon

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winter break [30 Dec 2006|12:28pm]
[ mood | loved ]

this is by far the best break yet...im really enjoyin home :)

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[17 Dec 2006|05:58am]
[ mood | drunk ]

boys are becoming much more a part of my life than they should be...

1 Made your heart believe a lie The trouble with love is .

[04 Dec 2006|07:43am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

i hate the fact that i've become a jealous person

The trouble with love is .

my life... [01 Nov 2006|06:06pm]
[ mood | worried ]

I wish I even knew how to explain it.

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[14 Oct 2006|07:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

THERES A RISK THAT TEARS MAY COME WHEN TRUE FEELINGS AND COLORS ARE SHOWN, BUT WITHOUT GREAT FRIENDS...THAT RISK COULDNT BE TAKEN.

The trouble with love is .

[06 Oct 2006|05:53pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I'm glad I drank last night :)

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happy october [01 Oct 2006|01:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

When we were little, life worked perfectly. No matter what happened, everything turned out alright in the end. Scraped knees, canceled play dates, dropped ice cream cones-- we would cry for a short time, but by the end of the day, everything would be perfect. And now as we've grown older, we've lost the faith as we stumble through each day, crying over broken hearts, lost friendships, and lost dreams. It seems like life and perfection have turned their backs on us, but really its just that we've grown up. As children we didn't pay attention to such details about our daily lives, but now we are more aware, and little details seem to be amplifying our pain. But just remember that when we were younger, life was hard too, but we had faith in perfection because we could look past faults. So don't lose your faith. Learn to know that each day will pass, each heartache will be mended, and everything will be perfect in the end. Just keep your faith.

The trouble with love is .

friday ARE backkk... [16 Sep 2006|12:48pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

2 bottles of wine
6 shots of 99 oranges
1 beer
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= a very happy drunk jenny who had to be tucked in by her roomate, Jessie Krause haha



so last night was a fuckin blast, at least 35 people here, good mix people, it was amazing


i fuckin love this year :)

xo

The trouble with love is .

all good things must come to an end sooner or later [15 Sep 2006|04:24pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

If I could rewind to 6 months ago, never would have I imagined in a million years that this is how things would be. Kinda weird. But hey its life, and well life happens, sometimes theres nothing you can do about it.



"I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning."



Goodbye, one little word, thats all i wanted. O well...



Everything happens for reason and i just have to keep believing that.

1 Made your heart believe a lie The trouble with love is .

[30 Aug 2006|06:51pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Dear Bridgewater,
Its been real
Its been fun
But it hasnt been real fun.

Goodbye,
Jenny

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summer... [20 Aug 2006|10:13am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

...is coming to an end very quickly. :) *352* = so soon

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Now tell me who have you been dreaming of... [11 Aug 2006|08:43am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Summer is coming to an end very quickly. In less than a month i'll be back with all of my best friends :), going to classes (yeah actually going this semester), working, and probably having more fun in one week than i did all summer. Its gonna be hard and fun all at the same time. Bills to pay and tests to pass. Endless freedom and more than responsiblity than any of us have ever had. In less than a month, every 60 hour work week will finally be worth it.

I'm looking forward to this weekend to be over. Toby lightman on thursday with keri, and mo! After the show, I'm going back to the 'burg and my dad is meeting me there the next so we can paint my room and the bathroom :) yay for finally buyin paint and my comforter...my room is gonna be hot so is the whole apartment

Things are absolutely amazing with my dad. He was nice enough to say he would buy be a new twin bed for my apartment and i was nice enough to convince him to buy a full, haha.

I miss my girls from school like crazy.
Can't wait to be back.

xo

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but i'll keep you as my memory... [28 Jul 2006|07:07am]
[ mood | loved ]

Its been a great last couple of days.

Spent tuesday with ash and jes :)

Olive garden on wednesday with people from work

And found out yesterday i'm a very lucky girl

Nothing but doubles and long shifts for the next week :(

butttt school is in less than a month and i can not wait to go back minus the fact i dont want to leave jes or my munchkin

hope everyone is well
xo
jenny <3

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take the keys to my heart....and drive me crazy [11 Jul 2006|11:34am]
[ mood | content ]

5 minute update:
*i work a lot and when i say a lot i mean like at least 50 hours a week
*i cut my hair all off like for real it doesnt even all fit into a pony tail
*i miss jessica burke more than anything
*i have no idea what im doin with my life in the fall
*running is something i need to start doin again for more reasons than one
*i think i might go vegetarian
*i'm gonna donate blood despite the law because it makes me feel good to help others
*little things keep me going like visits from miss holbrook at work and phone calls from the people i miss the most
*i want to go shoppin more than you could ever know but theres no point because the only thing i wear these days are work uniforms and pjs
*my dad is my best friend again but i still pissed off at him despite what he thinks - i just dont understand how hard it is to cosign a loan
*free concert in august is something im lookin forward to <3
*i have yet to go to the beach
*i'm painting my room no matter what dean fuller says
*minimum wage is prob the worst thing ever and is not enough pay for the amount of crap i take from people
*prozac nation and match point are my two favorite movies of the summer
*im cant july 22nd bc i get to see meghan feels :)

thats it
<3 jenny

2 Made your heart believe a lie The trouble with love is .

'burg <3 [22 Jun 2006|08:06am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Went up to the 'burg on tuesday to visit my apartment :)
Didnt do too much just hung out with jess and keri and did a few errands
Justin took me and jess out for lunch...i missed that boy
My apartment is great and i cant wait for it to be the end of august
Visited rich for a few minutes and met the boys puppy "lady"
shes prob the cutest dog ever and her name is perfect since it is those boys dog :P
Made dinner with keri and jess and headed home
short but sweet visit
be up again prob the week of the 4th of july to paint :)

xo
jenny <3


when you try your best
but you don't succeed
when you get what you want
but not what you need
when you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse
and the tears come streaming
down your face
when you lose something
you can't replace
when you love someone
but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

The trouble with love is .

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